gone away Ok, so abit ago the entry I did was happy, right? Or at least in a decent mood. But now with one damn song my mood has turned to shit. It was really weird too- a feeling of complete lonliness. I guess I am alone so that feeling would make sense, wouldnt it? I kinda feel ditched by my friend. Or so I thought. Ok, ok. Stop. That was uncalled for but thats how I feel sometimes. Hes not around as much and we always had these fun conversations about nothing and everything in between. I guess in some ways thats why I hate making friends. You become so close and you always think they'll be around for you but in the end when it counts the most, they arent. And that just sucks. |