thoughts on school... Yesterday I sent away for all necessary paperwork and info from the Dallas Institute of Mortuary Science. Im looking forward to this new start but of course there are some major drawbacks~ main concern being me dealing with my daughter staying here until I complete my degree. Hmm. Im really torn about it. I know my parents can take care of her in every way possible- except of course in a parental way (my love, attention, affection etc). Of course they can provide that to her but its not quite the same coming from your parents. I was thinking I can go down there and see how everything is- meaning see how I juggle a full-time job, full-time class schedule. I would have to find reliable, responsible childcare which is... mmm, iffy. I dont even let anyone outside my familia watch her now. Heh, ya see my dilemma. Oh, oh and I suppose a place to live would be a good idea too lol, cant be living inside a cardboard box but if I had too than Id want a spiffy pizza box they seem to be pretty sturdy. I might change my mind on that later though so dont quote me. :) ....and an update to follow shortly after I stop shaking. Im not even sure why Im still shaking. Shock, suprise? Wooo. *Takes deep breaths*
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