sometimes.... So, after being away for awhile I think Im doing abit better. I wish I couldve held onto my IM from earlier as I wanted to include that in here tonight. (Yeah, I realize its actually morning but when your a night person it all changes.)
I had her do a tarot reading on me and as usual the damn thing pegs me.
Everything she said regarding Brad & Tony were right on target. How I currently feel about another situation regarding "M" also accurate.
The one that REALLY hit home though was about a career and school. I do desire my ideal career. Doing something in medicene. Ive always wanted to be a forensic pathologist but the bit about being in school for so long terrifies me and so does the thought of going back to school. And another part of me feels like Im not good enough. Thats why I always fail and thats why I keep away from relationships along with many other things. These people and things are better than I .... and I just simply wish I could fit in somewhere sometimes. |