*sings* once..... twice...... 2 entries, 1 night. Fucking amazing, I know. Im impressed too. Really. I wanted to explain my abandonment from DLand and everywhere else I stalk on the net (in case you were wondering lol) I wont go into alot of detail because Id like to sleep at some point tonight and thats the plan after this.
Basically my friend Tony and I were discussing were we stand on things relationship wise with one another (because if you read acouple entries before than you know how I feel bout him) and of course the situation with my bf, Brad (MIA). I felt somewhat pressured, like I was to decide between the two. Something that at the moment I refuse to do. If I lose one, than I can deal. So, than he was tired and I was fine with that but he abrupty left IM and I was left hanging with whatever thoughts I had that didnt get conveyed. It happens. I was really pissed because I was like yeah, ok. Disappear. Run off and stay safe. Yeah, Im an ass ALOT of the times. But those were my thoughts at the time. So, I came to you, DLand. Im glad I decided to stay away and get my mind off things. It helped alot. I wont go into any more detail (heh, yeah I didnt see details either) cause I really am going to crash and burn. Will write more about this later. |