yo! im still kickin' Listening: Kelly Osbourne- One Word Gah, Im becoming one of those people who update once in a blue moon. Heh. I cant say I give a shit too much though... lately I havent had much of anything to say, or too many thoughts to share especially with me being pregnant- my hormones are all whacked. One minute Im fine, the next the world is an evil place, next I wanna rip someone to shreds, the next Im ok and laughing. Sheesh! Im confusing myself these days. The boy started 3rd shift last weekend. It sucked. I was a mess cause I missed him so. I was sitting in the bathroom all teary-eyed thinking, "how must Faye feel... she'll never have Frank by her side again" and I cant even cope with a single night. I mean I know hes gonna be home with me in the morning and afternoon but not at night is killing me. I want him beside me and I cant have him there..... :(
And Im having serious trust issues. I love him, I trust him, I know he would never do anything to make me doubt but lately I have been doubtful and I dont know why. He hasnt done anything to make me feel or even think that way. Did I mention hormones suck??
On his first night back as lead and on 3rd shift I sent him a text msg and told him I hoped he was having a good 1st night and that him not being here sucked cause I missed him and loved him so much. I havent heard from Summer's dad in over 2 wks. I heard some things from his (now ex) gf about things that went down there but I dont know.... I guess Im gonna get off here now. I cant think of anything else to really report. Have a good one. ♥ |