isnt he so damn cute?! Greetings.
Well, everyone in both our families knows Im pregnant-- and everyone is delighted and offered congratulations- except two people-- my parents. Any other time her approval- as always- was like gospel to me, I needed it. Now, I could careless. I think thats what pisses her off so much. My folks love to be controlling even when theyve got no rights or say so in my life. Fuck em. Like I told my mom, she could kiss my ass, I didnt need any permission from her to make decisions IN MY LIFE.
Anthonys family more than makes up for my shitty folks opinions. Im happy. And I love being pregnant. I know I have been freaking out a little bit like, "what if Im not", "what if somethings wrong?", "how come I dont feel all the symptoms I did before...".
Anthony was super excited about the news and has been so great since he found out. He went and bought this cool journal-ish type book that he will write all his feelings, thoughts, etc into during the pregnancy and than once the baby is old enough, he will give it to them so they will know what he went through during their development. I think its a wonderful idea. :) Im now 6 wks and 1 day pregnant. :D |