even in sadness, happiness prevails
@ 3:00 am on 06 May 2005
Long time, no entry. Well, last you read in here, my bf's dad passed away. Its very hard for me to talk about because, well, I nor anyone else expected it to happen as soon as it did.
I was with Anthony the *entire* time, being as supportive as I could. I knew there were moments when he just needed time to himself-- and I gave it. And I know there were times he needed me more than ever before-- and I gave it.
I was there for his entire family. I guess Im learning when you care and love someone so much you will make great sacrifices... and I have. And I would do it allover again.
I was with them for the news of the passing, the arrangements, viewing and service.
The service was like no other Ive seen before and it was amazing. The friends, family and general support was OVERWHELMING! and it was beautiful. I dont wish to talk anymore about it-- it really is still all too fresh in my mind... but Im happy knowing hes in a beautiful place, full of life, pain free and healthy. And I know he looks down upon us all and is protecting us. :)
During the time of his fathers passing, I was sick. Very sick. Turns out I was 13 days late with my period-- that 13# was as of 4 MAY 05. Anyways, I broke down and bought a home pregnancy test-- the results?
PREGNANT!
Yup. You read right. Im gonna be a mommmy *again* and Anthony will be a first time daddy. Im 5 weeks, 5 days along and couldnt be happier! :D
My due date is 30 DEC. My grandma's birthday. That overwhelmed me. :)
Please keep me in your thoughts for a happy, healthy pregnancy.
Thank you, Lord ♥
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