bitchings, silent treatments, you know the usual fight stuff! Listening: Q-Tip, Busta & Pharell- For The Nasty Well, I hope everyone's weekend went better than mine. How was mine you ask? A big fucking disaster.
It pretty much got off to a shit start on Saturday when we went to Lexington to do some shopping for my daughters birthday gifts. We were at Target and he made some reference to a game sys that he wanted... and it pissed me off. It totally killed my shopping mood so I made him go back home. Of course an hour wasted trip didnt go over to well with him and I guess neither did the silent treatment.
Sunday afternoon is when the shit hit the fan and I mean shit was flying. I offered to buy us some food on the way to his folks. Im eating my food out of the bag and in the 2.5 seconds it takes him to eat a combo meal, he starts throwing his nasty, used up food containers in the bag on top of my food. Were on the Interstate driving (well, he was driving) and it pissed me (him throwing his shit in the bag) so I take it out and fling it in his face. Yup, while hes driving, hehe. So, he keeps trying to drive and retrieve the bag from the back cause I refused to eat at that point and hes bitching how Im gonna cause us to get in an accident. Ummm, excuse me? Im not even driving the damned car. I told him that I didnt really give a shit if we wrecked or not. The silent treatment ensued --- all the way to his parents house (about 2 hrs).
I think I decided to be somewhat civil to him at his folks since, you know, we were at their place. But I even found myself a bit snippy towards his mom. I literally had to keep myself in check because that wouldve been bullshit on my part to be a retard to his parents.
I told him I wasnt happy in the relationship and that there are a lot of things I were differently between us and started listing them off. I know I caught him off guard but its better to get it out there instead of pretending it will go away on its on, right?? Right. Remember me mentioning that bitch? Becca? I get an email from my friend from school with the subject titled, "Big Mouth" and sure enough shes going around telling people I quit school. Fucking retarded bitch. I swear I hate her. I should do myself a favor and kick her in her teeth and knock an entire row out. That would make me smile. :D lol The boy and I did pick a name out if we ever have a boy. I love the name. And sorry, I wont mention it cause that would suck if some preg. chic came along and snagged my kickass name. Id have to, ummm... punch her or something. Not really. But as crazy as Ive been feeling the last cpl weeks it (a punch) could happen. Hmm, I wonder if I need to be admitted to a looney tunes bin or something. Straight jackets, padded walls and a faded pee stain in the middle of the floor. Weeeeee!!!!
I ditched school today so I suppose I should go tomorrow. A 4 day appearance on my part would prolly be appreciated by the staff. Id be damned amazed with myself if I could make an entire week without missing any days. Wooo. Scary. Id rather not think about those kind of things. Yuck! Hmm. I think that shall be all from me tonight. I was gonna end with a dorky song but I think I will hold off for another night. Id hate to mess up the flow Ive got going in this entry. Hehe. Dork, signing off. ♥ |