a lot on my mind. Listening: Trillville- Some Cut
Heh, this song. Gah, give the lyrics a listen. Nazier (classmate) would be blasting this before English class and singing along at the top of his lungs and doing the dance/motions to it. Good stuff.
Here are the 'ol grades for the 2nd qtr: Im actually somewhat pissed by that 'C' grade in Sociology. Its not only one of my fave classes but its super easy. She wont allow you to make up any work missed on days you dont show up. Screwed myself in my drunken/sick/depressed stupor. Ahh well. I still passed and on to 3rd qtr I shall go.... weeeeeeeeeeeeeee! We went and looked at another kickass place this afternoon. The boy liked it more than I did but as I got to thinking about it more... it grew on me. So, I decided Id go ahead and fill out the application but than I read this radon disclosure blurb in small fine print no less. Yup. It basically said something about over a period of time radon, a colorless gas, can cause lung cancer if exposed to it and that relatively high levels were found in this residence. Uh huh. Just what I want to pay cheaper rent and kill myself. I think not. So, I guess the boy and I will continue our search for a decent place to live. It sucks though cause this place had a privacy area, vaulted ceilings... just overall kickass. *le sigh*
Well, I didnt watch the race. Matter 'o fact Ive only caught 1 race- Daytona since the season started. JR's crappiness is making me tune in less. It sucks. Damn that team. And damn the #15 team too. Which brings me to the whole Terri Schiavo case. Im glad GB stepped in and did something right in his awful career as El Presidente. Its so sick and disgusting to me that once again people and society will boohoo and whine over some fuck who has killed several and dont think he should get the death penalty because its "cruel and inhumane" but its perfectly ok with all of us to let a woman in a vegatative state have her feeding tube removed and suffer a slow, painful death that could last up to 4 wks? I mean.... HELLO?! Seriously. What the fuck is wrong with people? I'll tell you what should happen. Our gov't (as much as I hate and despise it) should make the marriage between Terri and her unfaithful shithead husband, Michael null and void ASAP and than let Terri's parents take care of her if that is what they desire to do. I mean sure Michael has got to move on, his wife wont get better, its been 15 yrs blah de fucking blah but in the meantime its been perfectly 'ok' to stay married and yet cheat? Hes got a common law wife yet hes married. He even has children. Yet claims to be devoted to Terri. Well, ya cant do it all. My guess is hes got a nice BIG FAT check coming his way if he can end Terri's life. I dont even know how long Ive been following this story. Prolly a few years now and it still sickens me.
Here's a wonderful (yeah right!) example of what death by starvation is like. Enjoy. Thats just a sample. Of course patients who do not have mental cognition to have a sense of thirst or hunger will not be uncomfortable but really thats beside the point. If we are going to "kill" her why not at least be humane about it? Couldnt we just do a lethal injection method if death is her fate? It's still shitty and fucked up but at least its a bit better than starving her to death and letting the above happen...... And, lastly the pregnancy bit. When I woke up this morning I pee'd a little and no blood so I decided Id take a test since it was fresh AM urine. The result was still negative. Heh. I seriously dont know what the deal is. So, I went ahead and called the DRs office and explained the deal to them and about my previous pregnancy 10 yrs ago. She thinks I possibly am pregnant and so I go this Friday to have a blood test done and to find out once and for all if I am or am not pregnant. Im nervous, I admit. Im hoping and praying its a positive. Please, everyone pray for me. I really want this. :) Sweet dreams. ♥ |