think i said it all... Listening: Anna Vissi- Call Me Greetings & Salutations.... Heh, I love saying that. And I havent said it in like... forever. It makes me want to watch Charolette's Web. :) Im sucha kid!
The trip to NE to see my daughter went well. We got a very late start (almost 2 am on Saturday morning) since the boy had to get some things done. By the time we left it was snowing. They said light snow but that shit was coming down like crazy. Visibility sucked ass and snow/ice mix wasnt making things much better. I cant recall the number of vehicles alongside the road stopped, down in a ditch or completely ass backwards in 3 lanes of traffic on I-75 southbound. Anyways, I see it like this. Im from NE where it snows and snows alot during the winter months. Ive lived there for 25 yrs and Ive seen and drove in a lot worse than KY could throw my way, heh. The snow finally let up when we got into Indiana.
The rest of the drive was fine. We got through IL and than came dreaded MO. *shoot me please!!!*
We got in NE at about 5 pm, dropped Mokah off to my aunts house and proceeded over to my folks. I rang the doorbell and Summer opened the door, her jaw dropped when she saw Anthony and I at the door. I gave her a BIG HUG. Gah, it was great to see my lil monster! She gave Anthony a hug, too.
Woke up on Sunday morning and headed off to the Humane Society. I was contemplating adopting a hamster for Summer being her hamster, Matt McGuire passed away a month or so earlier. She wasnt ready for it. I dont blame her.
Summer stayed out of school on Monday so we could have one last day with her. I cant even recall what we did. It went by so fast its like a blur. I also let him know that there is a very good chance I could be pregnant. We discussed this as we were driving around by ourselves. We brought up several important things and what impressed me the most was how Anthony made it sound like it was no big deal. He told me if I was that it didnt scare him, that he would be happy to be a daddy and how I dont need to worry about him going anywhere. That was very comforting. Dont get me wrong--- weve talked about it before but its always a different realization when the ifs could be definete. Its very final, ya know? Like he said, weve had lots of sex since we thought about becoming pregnant. Nothings gonna change.... After that talk he seemed different. Not a bad different, a good kind. Even more attentive and 'babying' me. Making sure I was ok at all times. Its really sweet. I really hope Im pregnant. I lost track of the days Im late but last I wrote in here was 11 MAR and I was 3 days late... now its 17 MAR, so I guess that puts me at 9 days late.
The last night in NE, Summer and I snuggled in bed together, me holding her, gah, it made me so teary-eyed. I hate being without her. I'll be so happy when shes in KY with us permanetly.
Anyways, I got off track but we got home early Wednesday morning (5a) and went to bed around 6a. He called in yesterday and we spent the entire day together. I was a bit pissed at first but than I was happy he stayed home with me... we went out and had a good time. I also seduced him lastnight, not very hard to do, lol. He was pretty horny. It felt damn good. Wooo. Sex rocks! ;)
Anyways, I should hop off here and take a shower. Ahh, the fun! :P I hope everyone had a kickass St. Patrick's Day!!! |