19 fucking hours? Am I crazy??!! Listening: A Perfect Circle- Passive
Greetings, my lil jumping beans.
I got to school and Holly greeted me with my papers for next qtr. OMG! 3rd qtr is gonna suck so much. 19 credit hours. *vomits profusely*
*HEAD EXPLODES* KABOOOOOM!!!!!!! Hell, I'll be lucky if I pass the shit classes Ive got now. I suck. I suck bad because I havent even began my research paper for my finals in English. And Im super behind in Sociology.. and she wont let you make up quizzes so, Im screwed. I might as well have to ace my finals in her class just to pass with a 'D' most likely. Blah. Im not happy with myself at all this qtr. I have been worse than shit. : / I think its safe to say this weekend I will be busting ass cause next week is my last week of 2nd qtr and I have much to do. Kill me, please? Thank you.
Anthonys dad also recieved some bad news today, too. The DRs think that the cancer is coming back. They've found spots on his right lung (the only fucking lung he has left, mind you), both kidneys and his nose. Will it ever end? Cancer is an evil piece of shit disease. Its pretty scary how your own cells turn on you and multiply like crazy making the cancer cells. Shitty as its gonna sound, were not made to last forever. Our bodies are designed to 'go' from 'something' at 'somepoint'. I guess its like nature running its course deciding your weak and need to go. Its a sad truth, unfortunetly. Oh, and if anyone has Chevelle's 'The Clincher' downloaded, will you be nice and share with me? I love it and cant find it... and its making me sad. Thank you. 'Nite kiddies! |