....your words
@ 7:47 pm on 19 February 2005
Remember how I was wondering if it would be retarded of me to miss school to watch the Gatorade 125s? Heh, well dammit! Thats exactly what I did!!
The boy wasnt too thrilled w/me missing school for a 'stupid race' but who gives a shit what he thinks. And, anyway, it wasnt a race. So HA!
OMG! You know, the first one was good except I was bummed to hell that Mikey stole a 'win' from Junebug. I dont think Jr was too thrilled with it either. I wish in the switching of crews they wouldve kept the same cars but Jr is a master, like his dad was, so I have no doubt in his abilities to get up there for the 500.
The second dual was awesome. But sucked for Jimmie. I dont really care for Harvick, always smiling, being sneaky. Hehe.
Woooohoooooo! I cant believe tomorrow is the 500 though. Pysched, I am!!!
Im hoping Jr brings it home and I hope hes got some kickass drafting help.
What else is going on in the wonderful world o' Sarah? I need to start writing my research paper for my English final, I need to not miss any more classes until my qtr is up and I need to see about school at another College so I can get 2 yrs of general college education under my belt.
*pulls strands of hair out of head now*
My mom told me the other day, a funeral home back in NE hired a new mortician... his starting pay? 85,000$/yr.
Good lord! Talk about kickass. Of course, the good pay is just an added bonus. Money is not the reason behind my decision to pursue this field. :)
How much does my boy kickass? He just came home with something hiding behind his back... and what was it? Mulan II. Yay. And hes actually gonna watch it with me. Even better. :)
I love him, he kicks ass.
We've been having sex more frequently--always a good thing. The first time he came inside me, he was all "oops" but with a sly smile on his face. Since than, I of course had my monthly visitor- which in ways bummed me out-- I think the boy and I are both wanting a child but neither of us coming right out and saying so.
When I told him one night I couldnt do anything due to my period, he was visibily upset.
Anyways, since than weve been going at it. Once between hard breaths and moans he asked me if he could cum inside and I just murmured, 'yes' and he did.... it felt absolutely amazing.
The other times weve just gone til we cant go anymore, him cumming inside me each and every single time. I know he knows the consequences as do I, so I guess were making a mature decision about this. Hes even been alot more careful with me- maybe cause he thinks I am. Sometimes people can 'tell' that your pregnant.
He can tell when Im horny without me saying a word. Heh.
So, today we romped between the sheets, my baby cumming deep inside me, staying inside me as he lay on top of me, kissing me, caressing me, licking me, telling me he loved me....
After abit he slid off from me and layed beside me. Our bodies covered in sweat. I got him all worked up again as I rested my head on his tummy. We both drifted off to sleep with his arm wrapped tightly around me.
What was cute, I thought was when I got up to take a shower I came back into the room and he was playing his game, (but immediately got off) came over to me, pat me ever so gently on my tummy and told me, "I wonder if theres a baby in there..." and gave me a kiss.
*whines* Guys, is that not the cutest, sweetest thing ever?!
Hehe. Gah. Im such a dork in love. Which reminds me... today marks us being together for 1 yr, 6 months. Can you believe it? Me either. If anyone wouldve told me I would ever be this happy (with some shit moments, heh) I dont think I wouldve believed them. Even the other day when he called me on his way home from work, he could tell I was feeling down about us. What he said to me was just beautiful. The part that I liked the most and needed to hear was, "I need you. In my life, beside me, with me. I cant make it on my own."
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My boy is fucking amazing. He just made dinner, brought a plate of food up to me, kissed me and told me its my special day. Heh. Gah, I love him! ♥
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