sleep my sweet. Listening: Omar Santana- Raver's Damnation Oh, joy of joys. You have no idea how much I ♥ this song. I had lost it and found it again. I was so thrilled I msg'd the person I was d/l from and thanked them. Yeah, Im thinking their thinking, WTF?! But who cares cause I AM HAPPY! *does alil dance*
I went to America's Job Bank or search, or something tonight and logged in thinking I was gonna find me a job. Did that happen? Nope. Why? My guess would be cause it sucks ass. Everytime I clicked on a job I was interested in it came back with "log into your account" ...dipshit stuff. So, frusterated I gave up and started looking into the whole Mortuary bit, seeing what I could pull up on it. I also came across a funeral home located relatively close to me online, so I thought, why not email them and ask about any openings they may have for someone like me... I made it sound all nice and professional, so if they do reply back Im hoping someone there wants to give a gurl a chance. Im not going to get my hopes up however seeing as that one place was shitty to me. I give them the finger everytime I drive by their place. HA! And... dont ask me what the hell I did to my shoulder but gah! does it hurt. The muscles are screaming in agony from every subtle move I make. Im hoping tylenol relives it abit. :/
I dread the idea of getting on some schedule, some (gag!) routine. I hate that so much. I enjoy living for the moment, doing things on a whim and now for the next year and a half Im owned by CCMS which equals going to bed at a decent time to get up early, to get to class and I dunno, be productive, I guess. Productiveness sucks, tis my new motto. Especially since it requires me changing MY entire way of life. No more vampirism for this gurl unless its on the weekends.
Eric, who means the world to me, is prolly gonna be leaving me. Has a interview coming up for a kickass position hes been wanting for a long time. Im gonna cross t's, eyes, toes and fingers if it means it'll help him get it.
And, yeah... I think sometime this weekend Im gonna reveal my interest in his game, Diablo. Time for this sleepy gurl to get some shut eye. Sweet dreams... xo |