its not sparkling Listening: Wumpscut- Black Death First off... to everyone for excellent advice and understanding through my bitchiness with the boy situation. No, we havent really got into it and discussed it but things are getting better on their own because Im opening up alil more and being more vocal. I dunno what the deal is with my whole being intimidated by him but Robifiers made an excellent point about it and hes so right on, like you all were too. So, a big THANK YOU!
Now on to the rant, yall didnt really think I wouldnt have something to whine about, did you? Heh.
My aunt, Judy, Grandpa and Rog are on their way to KY. I wonder where they are right now. They were leaving at 2a (I think...) and its noon now, been on the road about 8-9 hrs (cst time). I got bored lastnight so I cleaned off his computer desk, found his coin roller machine thingy and the rolls so I gathered ALL the loose change from everywhere and did that. Twas kinda fun and damn... he had 50$ in change lying allover the apt. Crazyness. I stuck it in the lockbox I saw he had. When he got home this morning I could hear him downstairs playing the guitar, I listened for abit and drifted back to sleep. Woke up to him taking his loose change from his work pants, he saw his clean desk and said I didnt have to do all of that but really it wasnt a big deal. I figure hes the one right now working, paying all the bills and Im so very fortunate and appreciative of him for doing that and not even getting on my ass about looking for work that I can do my part by supplying the groceries and cleaning up around here. Generally picking up which leads me to being domesticated *cries* *sobs* *cries* Heh.... I admit lately I havent been exactly keeping the place sparkling or anywhere near close to sparkling. Eww. But, I need to cause Im being lazy. I also really, really need to do up a better resume and job history so I can apply for a job. I dont want to be here in this nice place and not doing my part cause it sucks feeling like a mooch. I know Im not and I know he knows Im not but still thats the feeling ya get when someone else is in alot of ways supporting you, even if it is temporary.
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