its gettin' closer kids! : )
@ 2:52 am on 23 May 2004
Listening: No Doubt- Running
I dunno how many hours I spent on the phone with Sharon. Worst yet was having to listen to Antwon in the background being his usual, loud obnoxious self.
She wanted to come down to KY when I go. I really didnt mind as long as she agreed to stay in a hotel- which she did- but it all came down to Antwon agreeing to watch their son, Devin... which of course he couldnt do. Why? Because he thinks he should get to come down to KY with her too. :/
What a time I tell ya. What fucker doesnt want to come with me to KY? I swear its that bad.
I already know where I stand with Antwon coming. I cant stand him for many reasons. Fuck that. He can keep his stupid ass right here in NE. I suppose Sharon wont come either cause of Antwon and really Im -k- with that too....
Found out today that my Grandpa wants to come down too. Geezus! Like I told the boy I might as well run an ad in the local paper and invite the whole damn state of NE... cause thats about what it feels like.
The boy and I have got to talk alot the last couple weeks. :) You have no idea how great thats been. Id like to take a brief moment and thank Nextel for making it possible. Heh :D
But yeah, its been sooo nice hearing his voice & laugh daily. Im sooo looking forward to being there with him and its so, so close now! Yay!
I gotta say one of the things Im looking forward to the most is being able to fall asleep in his arms. Aww :)
Weve made this work despite some rough times for 9 months so I dont doubt we'll be able to make it through anything else tossed our way, ya know? Mmmm, I want babies. I wonder if he'd wanna start making one?? lol. We'll just forget I said that. Maybe we can practice at 'em for awhile or something....
My gurl said some sweet things bout me and the boy in her diary. Click this.
Im out. Sweet dreams. xox
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