with good must come bad
@ 10:47 pm on 24 April 2004
Listening: Selena- I Could Fall In Love
Mmm, absolutely one of my fave songs by Miss Selena, very beautiful music. I miss her... yeah I was a big Selena fan. :) Anyway, on to the important stuff....
Woke up too damn early to talk to the boy but it was worth it. I havent been to sleep yet and I think the engines burnin' out. Im damn tired.
Anthony had his interview yesterday (member me mentioning it here?) Well, he told me this morning he got the position which is awesome of course cause he deserved it but I didnt have time to be happy for him or even congratulate him because of the bad news he told me immediately after....
The bad news was that the other guy who was going for the position ended up being killed in a freak accident. :/
I dunno the whole story of what happened and neither did Anthony cept that his car fell on top of him and I assume moreless crushed him....
Its obviously a shitty way to go but I feel that this guy prolly had bigger plans that HE decided on, not anyone else. I, like my gurlie believes everything happens for a reason, even death as much as it sucks. And sometimes shit things have to happen in order for other events in life to go on... cruel, vicious? Yes.. unfortunetly its life.
Anyway, despite the circumstances Im happy that he got it and Im pretty sure he is too. :D Congrats baby!
Oh, and more good news but yes, shitty. (thats the theme tonight apparently) Rog interviewed for this carnival job the other day and they told him if he was hired they would give him a call on Sunday the 25th but the dude called today and asked if he was still interested, Rog said yeah and the guy was like all happy and said he would call back tomorrow with the details and for him to be ready to head out on Monday, the 26th.
Dont get me wrong Im happy for him that he landed a job after applying so much but it does suck that hes leaving so soon... and for like 5 months at that. Hmm. I guess I should be looking at it like.... hes moving on and stuff and I will be too here in whatever the # of days the tracker says. Its gonna be lonely around here though Im so accustomed to him being here.... and who will pump my gas for me? Who will put Mokah in the crate when we leave so she doesnt hate me? lol... Umm, who will play with my hair to make me relax and fall asleep?? Oh, oh who will make me yummy scrambled eggs in the AM? Grrr! I know I sound whiney and like complaining that he wont be here to do this & that for me but ya gotta understand hes been around me for 10 yrs and ya know after that long your accustomed to some things... LOL.
This would all change anyway when I move to KY, guess hes just getting a headstart.
Yeah, this in ways sucks but ya gotta do what ya must and this traveling gig will be good for him I think and hey he'll have some ca$h. That cant be a bad thing.
Oh, all the stuff I had planned to do today I didnt mainly cause I became a net junkie sitting around online talking to Eric... never, never a bad thing. He's a hella awesome guy, its a damn shame his chic doesnt appreciate him. Hey Eric, *blood!* lol ;)
I definetly have to hang out with ya before I leave to KY... A MUST.
Rog and Sum gave me my Mother's Day gifts early since he wont be here after the 26th. Awesome stuff as usual. :)
I got a 1:64 scale model of the Oreo Cookie Busch Series car that Dale Jr drove and won in, a Dale Jr figurine of him pumping his fist in the air (it mustve been a win or something lol) and a Dale Jr dufflebag. Oh, Im in heaven believe me. Ha, I wonder if my baby knows theres gonna be a wall in our place dedicated to Nascar and my Husker flag proudly waving in the air on a pole. Im so not kidding.
Time is winding down and I still have so much to do before I leave. And some things still to find and pack up. I saw saw the pics of the places, well 2 of them anyway....and they arent too bad. The one with the super nice land lady looks like a nicer version of the ghetto projects here. Those were the luxury apts. Ooh la la :P
So, I was talking to my gurl bout it and comparing notes and she said I should do a pro/con list and weigh those two out like that. I could look for more places but Id feel shitty having him drive like 2 hrs again to see these places. What do yall think....
-2bed, 2bath, 2 car garage duplex with 1800 sq ft and is 595$/mo + some utils paid. I have no idea really where it is and how close to stuff it is. Land lady is nice and funny.
OR
-2bed, 2 bath, washer & dryer, brand new luxury apt with 1030 sq ft, very close to the Interstate that I would need to hop on for school. Its 525$/mo plus some utils. and shes a super nice gal too. Oh, the decisions. Opinions, anyone?
Have a good weekend, what remains of it anyway. ;)
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