feelin' like needy shit
@ 1:48 am on 27 February 04
Listening: Massive Attack- Teardrop
I added acouple links over there in the worthy section. A link to my radio station on Launchcast. Yep, Ive got plenty of free time. And I would advise you check it out only if you absolutely adore techno/trance/house music. Especially stuff from Omar Santana, DJ Tiesto, Fragma, 4 Strings, Apex Twins, etc.
Oh, and my fave link that will even get recognition right now. Love Is..
I ♥ Love Is comics. Rog got me hooked on them when he started giving me one daily when we were together. It was one of the sweetest things he ever did. :)
Now I just collect them myself. That site though will give you the most current comic instead of snatching it from a newspaper.
I must admit Im disappointed in Anthony at the moment. He said he had Wednesday and Thursday off... silly me to get my hopes up and actually think I would get to talk to him. Fact is, the last time I heard from him was the IM on the 24th he sent me earlier in the day telling me he would be off on those days. No phone call, no email, no IMs, no nothing. Nada, zip, zilch.
True I know hes working 12s now and is tired but I would assume he would make some time for me since he would any other time even when he was working overtime. It just sucks and Im abit depressed about it. Im tired of waiting and waiting AND WAITING!
We have no plans set. No absolute day that he will come here in March, no apt or house in the works to move into, no nothing. Today it just seems like there are more uncertainties(sp?) than ever before. I hate feeling like my life is dangling from a string until I hear from him but thats how I feel. I guess Im feeling pretty needy. Needy of his love and attention.
Everyone else gets to talk to their loved one, why cant I? Shit like this always happens to me though. *le sigh*
Im thinking some pretty bad thoughts so I prolly should quit while Im ahead.
I think this weekend I'll go see The Passion Of Christ. It looks really good. Leno had Mel Gibson on and he said that he wasnt in the movie (thankyouthankyouthankyou).
Im off to bed... no point in staying awake any longer. Sweet dreams.
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