HATE It really fucks my world up that any guy would be so willing to take on the role of dad to a child that wasnt his with ease but to your own child? Not a damn thing. We got into a fight when we came back from taking Summer to school. I think this is the worst its even been between us. After he told me that he wanted his name off Sum's B.C. and I call his bluff than of course its a different story. The "I didnt mean it" variety. Bullshit. If you love your kid as much as you claim shit that he said just doesnt come out. I dont care how angry or in the moment you are.
So when we came home I started looking for Vital Statistics number cause hell yes I was going to do me a favor and get him the fuck out of my life once and for all.
I hate how he uses my PC as a dating tool. Lets shop around a TX 12 Chatroom and see what pathetic woman will believe my shit stories and lies? Which woman will be stupid enough to let me be an oppurtunist and milk her until she has nothing before I find my next pathetic woman. What really upsets me is how he twists everything said around to make him look so sweet and innocent, how he tells everyone I wont let him see his daughter (really I think me allowing him to come back into her life 3xs is proof enough that I have no intention of keeping him away), how Im such a bitch (Hmm, well that could be true I suppose. But in my own defense he lives with me free of charge. He has to do nothing to live here except afew certain rules that seem to complicated to follow. So, guess if that equals me being a bitch... so be it), him not caring how this woman is going to be with his daughter (Ive come to the sad conclusion that even though he says she is his world it isnt. Because if she was Im guessing you wouldnt pick all the shitty chics who could careless about being in her life) and of course how he spent no time with Sum as she was growing up and the whole Id rather be a dad to this bitch's unborn child rather than my own flesh and blood is straight bullshit. Him so willingly to sign away his rights, being totally fine supporting a child that is in no way related to him but wont do a damn thing for his daughter. UGH!
Or how about this? He needs 69$ to get his bus ticket from Greyhound, hasnt even tried getting a job since he got laid off in Oct. He wondered how he would even get presents for Sum but in the end it didnt matter because he was online talking to his lil gf and shit. Now since the mad dash to be in TX is on he must work out of help to get the $$. He'd so hate to disappoint his gf but its -k- that you didnt care to even try to do it so your daughter could have something from you.
And it really sucks that the only way I found out any of this was through a bitch I cannot stand. Manipulative or so she thinks. Well, Becky I have played the game for YEARS. My gurl and I are the game. And manipulating? For a beginner with stupid people you get by but when you wanna try it on someone who has perfected the art? You dont come close. Anyways, I think since I was able to vent here I shall go. Have a good one kiddies but dont expect me too. ;) |