goodbye Tonight, I have lost one of my closest friends. The pain and hurt I feel about this 'loss' sucks. Its my own doings really because I know I cant accept what he is setting himself up for-- a BIG fall. Im always around to pick up the pieces and I wont allow myself to be the one to pick all the pieces up and put them together again. So, after pleading with him to make sense, to do something logical for once.... Im done. My dear friend Ratna, I know you read this, at least Im hoping that you do so you can see this.... I am so, so, SO very sorry for what he has said and done. I was able to read the msg history and believe me everything he said to you was twisted around. I guess he does that with everyone though so it makes him come out looking so perfect. I wont be allowing him online anymore... so the only way he will be contacting you if he does will be through email. Anyways, moving along. My back pain is abit better today. I havent taken any meds since about 2-3pm and Im still -k- but like I told the sexy boy I havent moved around awhole lot either. Hmm. I have to move around now though. Cause Im tired of sitting here. And besides Ive got acpl contact lists to delete. :D
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