a week in review Eh, Ive been just abit neglectful havent I? It feels like I just havent really had the time to update this in the past week.... so here we go. Weeee! Lets start with the best news of the day, shall we? Frank Solich (NUs head coach for our football team) was fired. I wrote about this acpl entries back, I guess it was mere speculation at that point but usually rumors are true... and this one was. So, now that we have official word elf boy is out NU can get back to some kickass football. If your interested in the read, clickity this, this, and this for some reads.
Ive got to talk to my baby for like, well almost the entire week... all night long until crazy hours in the morning/afternoon. Its been so, so nice.... sad to see it end. :(
Damn, time is slowly winding down before Im there in KY. Mmm, Im past the scared part now its just anticipation. I wont lie though Im still nervous and excited. I dont think my nervous sys knows what to do. Heh.
26 NOV 89 was the day my grandma passed. Its been 14 yrs that shes been gone. It sure doesnt seem so long ago. Every image, spoken word from that day so fresh in my mind as if she passed only yesterday.
It was super cold and windy as I made my way down the hill, under the tree. Oooh and I accidentally walked on someones grave because I could feel myself sink down abit :( There were so many leaves, like up past my ankles and that familiar lil crinkle noise they make when you move through them. I had to brush away so many leaves to find her headstone but than there it was.....
Everytime I visit I just stare at the name and the birth/death date as if its going to change or maybe not be.
I sat out there for about an hour. Sometimes talking outloud to her, telling her whats going on with me (even though I know she already knows and sees whats happening in my life). I just felt it coming from my mouth would be more significant.
I only have acouple more days here at my folks... you have no idea how happy Im going to be to go home. This has been a nice lil getaway but Im tired of being here. Im picking up today so I dont have to tomorrow. Tuesday what lil Sum and I had here will be back home too. Anyways, tis all she wrote. Im out. |