cookies, cajun & cunts lol... yay! for "c" words.
@ 10:28 am on 24 September 03
Listening to: Amuka- Appreciate Me
Mmmkay. I dont know where to start today so I guess anywhere is just fine. But kiddies, this I will tell you that song Im listening to is very fitting for the moment.
Rog and I got into another fight about that user he calls a gf. Blah. I wont go all into detail cause honestly I dont care to replay it all out *again* or to sit here and type my life away over this. But what I will say is this: I CANT STAND HER!!!!! and her ways she tries to be slick when shes not, shes manipulative and for some reason she is trying to use Sum to get to Rog. I have no idea what thats all about but unless she wants to meet my fucking fist she should be smart and step off.
He wants me to be happy for him because hes happy. Now why would I want to do that? I can pretend to be happy but why even put forth the effort? I would truly be happy for him if he could just step back from his life look around and realize things arent what they seem to be. But I guess I'll be the one that sits back, looks at his life and watch him be hurt again.
I did decide though that it would be best if he cant respect some of my simple rules- since he lives with me for free- that he needs to move out. Im not gonna sit here and be disrespected, put down cause hes got a piece of ass around now or sit here and think its alright for him to be used. I dont want to see that.
I also dont want to hear about her which just pisses him off like you would not believe. Its comical in ways but I have no need to hear their rushed stupidity. And Summer doesnt need to see us argue. So, this is best done like it is. Done.
Brad just called me. That was weird, very weird. He didnt really say all that much to me except asking me how I was doing and did I miss him. Hmm. Now that was weird. Cause no, I dont miss him. Hes an ex and there are no feelings there. Than cause Im abit weirded out by his comments I tell him Ive got to go and he says, I love you. Huh?? No you dont and even if you do it matters not cause I have no feelings like that for you. <-- My exact words to him.
I love only one, Anthony. My heart belongs to him. I would never do anything to jeopardize what Im so very fortunate and lucky to have. Besides, dammit Im moving to KY in the name of love and school lol
Thats gotta say something. :)
Oh, I went out to my parents house lastnight. I like to refer to it as the museum. If you saw it you would understand... they had the house built in a totally undeveloped area of Omaha at the time, now of course the area is still outside of city limits but the area in about 12 yrs time has grown so much and so valuable. But the house isnt lived in meaning it has no smells of home. No smells of cooking. 2 rooms are completly untouched. Those rooms are the Dining Room and Living Room. The rooms have all this nice decor and no one is allowed in there- not even on Holidays or the few family gatherings we have. All you see are vacuum sweeps across the carpet. Its very amusing in its own way. Maybe its just me. Im strange.
So, yeah went over and mom was cooking. Suprised me too. But once I smelled what she was cooking.. wooo boy. Yep, Im staying for dinner. It was yummy cajun goodness.
She made sausage and we had it w/rice, gravy and corn. She also made rice dressing. *droolz*
It was so spicy. Anthony reminded me lastnight from one of my previous entries that I said I was going to lay off spicy foods for awhile. Ach, I know but I have no willpower. lol
Mom gave me awhole bunch of rice dressing to take home and dontcha know I happily gobbled a bowl down when I got home. Heh.
Oh and she gave me tamales (yumm!) and a bag of All Hallows Eve cookies! She said they tasted like gingersnaps and I was like hmm ok. Gingersnaps suck ass. So, I opened the bag with caution and ate a cookie in the shape of a skull. No gingersnap tastes. Ive concluded mom just wanted to have some fun with me. Kinky gurl. :P
There are also cat shaped cookies. I hate cats, my cat being the exception. Starzia is a bad ass dude cat. Ive been munching on all the cat cookies cause they should be gone 1st out of the bag. I dont need them causing any other cookies problems. But they are good.
Heh, Im gonna take a pic of my cookies and put em on here. La, I have no life I know. lol, its -k- cause I amuse you, I know.
Im listening to songs by Dave Gahan. They played my fave song of his on XM, so I decided I would come home, download other songs of his and piss off the RIAA in the process. :)
"I Need You" is the fave song and than I listened to "Black and Blue Again" The title sparked my curiousity, the song itself was so~so. "Stay" will be another fave of mine. I liked the sound.. soft and the lyrics were pretty. I think I may throw the lyrics in here too. What the hell. I have absolutely nothing to do today.
-k- kiddies... pics of cookies and lyrics to this song on their way. Stay tuned. Or not. Whatever.
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