you, nothing but you....
@ 6:57 am on 23 September 03
Listening: Deftones- Needles & Pins
Last night, I was still a big emotional mess, crying several more times throughout the day. Just little things or nothing at all would set me off. Ive never been like that before and I wish I knew what had caused it.
Anthony caught me online and we talked abit before he had to leave for work. And I was even starting to cry talking to him. But when he found out how upset I was he called in to work. Just like that. To stay home and be here for me, to cheer me up, talk to me and see what was wrong with his gurl.
Y'all just have no idea possible how much that meant to me. No one, I repeat NO ONE has ever done that for me.
How I feel or am feeling has never been important to any of my past relationships. But Anthony cares so much and he loves me so, so much more. Its such a wonderful yet overwhelming feeling at times because Ive never had it like this before... but I know I wouldnt trade it for all the world.
After abit of talking he asked me how I was feeling and I felt so much better. Were still talking as Im typing this, he turned my entire night around. I have no words to even express how grateful to him I feel. He didnt have to do what he did tonight but Im so glad he thought I was worth it.
I love you, baby.
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