sweet moans...
@ 10:46 pm on 01 August 2003
Tonight was alot of fun. We all went to Amarillo for dinner. OMG! If you live in Nebraska you've got to make the drive to Bellevue and eat these luscious ribs. Its prolly one of our fave places to hang out.
Me, being the pig ordered a full rack of ribs. And for my sides I decided on potato salad and coleslaw. I hate coleslaw but I got it anyways cause I didnt want the other crap they serve. I wasnt the only pig, my friend got a full rack too. Of course we knew we wouldnt be able to eat all the ribs, but hey leftovers here we come! :)
I cant even begin to tell you how many drinks I downed. I LOVE mixed drinks. Flirted w/acouple guys at the bar and than left.
We all headed back for my place and decided on icecream. I got a mocha flavored something or other but it was tasty. Im full though and feeling slightly miserable. :(
Got an IM from Tony earlier today (we havent talked much in the last couple weeks. Come to think of it Im not even sure why? Conflicting schedules? Eh, I have no clue). Anyway, the IM said that hes going out of the country for who knows how long. This was supposed to happen on Monday but now it seems like it takes place immediately. :(
I know weve had our differences and alot of times we were to hook up things fell through but Im gonna miss him. My mind got the best of me earlier when I was sure he was just saying that so he could sever all ties w/me. I guess I always feel like Im never good enough. Not a good enough friend, not a good enough girlfriend, not a good enough anything. As you can see it fucks me up.
I was hoping to catch up with him tonight but Im not sure if thats gonna happen...... *sigh*
I was reading Eric's diary and umm, I would so like to nominate myself for that position. ;)
Im all about no strings attached fun, of course Ive been faithful to Brad and not strayed but yeah I like sex. The more the better. Suprise me with your skills, show me what YOU got.
I dont know why people get hooked emotionally when its just physical fun. Its tough sometimes to tell the person you just enjoy fucking them. You dont want anything else. Heh, oh damn that reminds me (and I always forget this) I AM TAKING APPLICATIONS FOR SEX!! Umm, yes. I have specifications, things I want and need and desire so I made an application god dammit. So, if you want one, hit me up and I'll send one your way. ;)
And umm... GRRRRRR no signs of Anthony *cries* I cant stalk him if hes gone awol. :( Come back. lol
Ciao bella
xox
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