mindless ramblings Listening: Bobby Fuller Four- I Fought The Law Today, I'm 8 wks pregnant. Im a dork. I keep keeping track of this stuff. Everyone is certain Im having a baby boy... guess we'll see in 7 more months, eh?
Ive been an emotional mess. I guess its the hormones. One minute Im excited about being a mom again, the next Im scared shitless and wish I wasnt pregnant. Than another part of me feels like a failure because I didnt finish school- but I know I will. And yet another part of me is disappointed in me because I really wanted to be married before bringing another child into the picture.
Ive also been battling with Roger, my daughters father. He hasnt been in her life much for anything. Hes waaay behind in child support and hes living with his gf who is pregnant with his child. So, to make things easier for all of us I suggested to him giving up his rights to his daughter. I really dont know whats gonna happen and the more I think about it- I dont give a shit. Did he think I was gonna just keep things how they were forever? Did he really think he could come back whenever he felt like it and I would be 'ok' with it? I dont understand that boy most the time. Anyways, I guess Im outta here. I need to take a shower. Cya! |