can it get any worse??
@ 11:45 pm on 02 March 2005
*takes deep breath and exhales*
Yesterday sucked ass. Why? Lemme tell ya why. Stupidly, I entered my CC info into a fraudulent paypal site because I was in an extreme hurry and didnt think to check the url. Dumbass, I know.
So, I had to make sure no funds were taken from my CC, plus withdrew some money from the card before calling the bank and cancelling the card, re-issuing me a new one, calling paypal AND changing my pw and security questions.....
Of course I was in a hurry because I was running late to Psych class. I get to school, to see an empty parking lot with the exception of acpl cars. I go inside and am greeted by Ms. Smiley who is as clueless as I am about class being cancelled. Yup. A 2 hr drive for NOTHING!
So, I drive back home and decide to goto library in Lexington. To where Im hassled about getting a damned library card. Sheesh!
I do a little research for my paper and than while Im sitting there with my nose in an encyclopedia for death Im approached by this super hot guy.
Heh, hes totally hitting on me. Complimenting me on my "pretty blue eyes", asking what Im doing, asking me my name, making small talk. Than he asks me if I want to sometime (even that night) chill with him at a bar or doing some fun things. I was flattered but of course declined. We parted ways.
On the way home I went to Walmart to get the Spongebob Squarepants movie cause Im a dork and love kiddie shit. Anyways, Im in my car at the lights, waiting to get back on the Interstate when I glance over and see this nice looking guy. I smile, he smiles. We both look away. Hehe.
I glance back and so does he and hes motioning me to roll down my window, so I do. Than he asks, "Is this the way to 75 North?" And I say, "No, the lane Im in is going that direction, if you want to jump in front of me, go for it so you can get where you need to be...."
Than he smiles and laughs and says, "WOW!"
And Im like, "what?"
He says, "Wow. Your really beautiful... and smiled some more. I said "thank you" and than the light turned....
Hit on twice in one day. Damn. Talk about making a gurl feel good. :)
I rarely feel beautiful or even pretty but apparently thats not the case. I guess guys do find me attractive and hey thats a damn good thing!
Today at school I got surprised with a quiz on the endocrine sys. I wish I wouldve got a chance to study it. I did do a crash course study in like the 5 mins before it was time to take the test. We shall see how shitty I did.
Than we learned a damned little about the reproduction sys. No quiz over that. Than she handed us our final. Yup, I didnt know about that either... the syllabus said tomorrow. So, she hands it out to us and tham tells us its a take home and to turn it in tomorrow. Yay!! How cool was that?!
In English, I got surprised with the final in there too. Luckily, it was open book. That damned final was supposed to be on 3/9. Teachers quit fuckin' with my head, please!
So, I got done and handed her *all* my assignments (4 business letters and annotated bibliography).
Just got class tomorrow and Monday and Im done. I hope I pass. *cross your fingers for me*
Im thinking about going back home to NE for acpl weeks in the next couple days. I think we need a break. Or maybe I just need a break. To think about things between me and the boy. To see... I dont know. To see about changes I guess. Im scared to be honest. I wish I knew how to talk to him without him losing his patience. Really, lates Ive been getting so pissed at him for minor things in his eyes but important in my own. Who knows. Hes *so* gonna hate me telling him we need a break from one another. I just wish he would see where Im coming from. Hell, all this talk and I dont even know if Im leaving to goto NE yet. Im such a fucking dorkstick.
Anyways, Im off here. Have a goodnight kidlets! ��
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