reflecting back.... Listening: Darude- Ecstasy Greetings, my dears...
Im s0o0o tired. I tried to sleep early lastnight cause I knew I had to be up early but the boy stopped me. Granted we had a good time romping allover the apartment naked and going on a sex spree... but damn am I wasted.
I noticed that my 3rd qtr classes will suck. Accounting? Business Law? WTF. The other 4 will be fun though. I read this and cried. It really hit home with me. Suicide is never the right answer but for some its the best they can do. Lord knows Ive been there many times myself, be it wanting to die, extreme thoughts, self-mutilations, to actually attempting to claim your life. I think what was done for Kam in memoriam was beautiful and Im sure he thought so, too. I hope your at peace now, Kam....
Robifiers and I were talking tonight about how weve known one another since I was with my 1st Anthony, back in, oh lordy, like... '99? To now. Its crazy some of the things he recalls. Its awesome that hes been with me through some of my highs and lows. I couldnt ask for a more kickass, loving, crazy, loyal friend. Im grateful. I love you, Robifiers.
PS. I should have my lingerie/sex toy biz back online by tomorrow. I got lazy with it for awhile but Im back and ready to please. |