i love the way you feel...
@ 10:52 pm on 05 February 2005
Lastnight the boy and I were awesome, heh. I was flipping through the channels on TV as he came down from upstairs, he sat all close to me on the couch, us under the blanket.
He leaned over for a kiss and I told him, "I cant reach" and giggled. He gave me this lil sly smile and re-adjusted himself so he was alot closer to me and we kissed. His lips on mine felt good. The kisses were electric. I felt like I was on fire from them. Our hands roaming while Im still trying to watch TV, heh. I told him (in a very playful way) that I wasnt interested because I was wanting to see what happened on the wrestling match and he said, "too bad. I think you want me. I can tell by the way your looking at me... and I love you and I want you just as much as you want me."
Mmmm, couldnt deny that. He massaged my thighs, working his way to my (heh, shall I be politically correct?) vagina. (Being politically correct sucks, btw)
We continued kissing... me biting his lower lip and pulling lightly. Sucking on his tongue, tasting him. Than he got up and flicked the TV off, walked back to me; kissing the flesh of my tits, flicking his tongue over my nipples....
He knew I wanted him. God, did I want him. He fingered me abit and slid inside, our bodies moving to a slow, methodical rhythm, moans escaping me as he thrust harder, deeper inside me. My fingernails running up and down the length of his body, squeezing his ass and clawing with my nails. Digging deep into the flesh on his back as he pounded me for everything it was worth. Kissing inbetween panted breaths of air....
Us cumming together. It felt so good, so right as we lay there... me caressing the side of his face, running my fingers through his hair telling him how much I loved him. And than it dawned on me something he did differently. He didnt pull out. At all.
Even as we lay there, I could feel his cock releasing more cum inside me, his cock making the lil jerky movements they make after you have cum and I could feel it softening up until almost sliding out.
All he did was look up in my eyes and calmly say with a big grin on his face, "Oops..."
We both just continued lying there in one anothers arms, him listening to my heartbeat, me listening to him trying to catch his breath from our session. He told me he loved me and I told him I loved him too. Than he said, "It usually takes more than one time to get pregnant and you have school to finish up..."
I explained to him that I intended on doing what I need to do, baby or not and I told him we shouldnt worry about anything.
I doubt seriously that hes worried about me getting pregnant. Sure, hes concerned but he didnt get 'lost' in the moment. He was fully aware of what he was doing and secretly I do believe he wants a baby since hes *always* mentioning baby related things to me. I think its sweet.
For a large portion of the day my thoughts were focused on our incredible lovemaking and all sorts of possibilities of... could I be or not? I know its way too soon to know but I do know one thing. I secretly hope and pray that I am pregnant. I love the thoughts of us being parents to a child we created through such an immense bond and pure love. Hmm, what a wonderful Valentine's present it would be for the both of us. I know he would be scared, hesitant at first, hell, even I would be... but I know we both would be thrilled. :)
And if Im not and I get my period, I admit I would be sad, maybe even disappointed but I could just sum it up to it not being 'our' time. I know GOD will decide what is right for us and when. I have comfort in that. :)
Heh, I wonder if I'll score tonight. I hope so. I wonder if he'll cum inside. I hope so. I love the way it feels.....
When the boy and I did wake up this morning we went to the reptile show. It was fun. We bought two frogs at $50 each, crickets and fruitflies.
Than headed to get needed supplies to make the cute lil frogs all cozy. We both had a lot of fun today. Than he headed to the dreaded 'W' and got some groceries. Tomorrow were heading out to his parents house. Its been a couple of weeks since either of us were out there. Sounds like his dad isnt doing the greatest *again*. I hope that isnt the case. We all need him here with us.... to be healthy and happy and work on his garden. :D
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