feeling good to be back.... Listening: to a CD of songs by my boys band
Wow. Well, Im back. Ive got mixed feelings about it though. Part of me is happy cause I can talk to my friends, read diaries, find info, etc but than the part that sucks is things are so great between Anthony and I without it. Heh, so Im abit selfish. Sue me.
School has started back up and I missed one entire week but it didnt count against me. We got to dissect a fetal pig this past Thurs. that was a lot of fun. Holly about ripped her pigs head off. Heh. I think the teacher looked at her like, "WTF?!" Classic. I got myself another new phone from Nextel. Yeah, yeah I know... Im a cell phone whore but this one kicks ass and I shall treasure it and love it for the next few months or until I tire of it. Ive realized my cell phone addiction is like the boys gaming addiction. I think each one gets on our nerves equally. Really though, can it be compared? I think not. Than again it could be because Im damn stubborn. Anthony's dad is real sick again so it would be great if you all could keep him in your prayers. He *really* needs it now more than ever. Which reminds me of something I want to get his father for tomorrow's visit (hes still hospitalized). As cruel as this may sound (and I hope it doesnt come off that way) Anthony has opened up alot more to me and has put everything into perspective: importances, etc. And for a quick recap of the last few days of 2004:
Summer and I left Kentucky on 18 DEC and made the trip down to Louisiana. We went through Tennessee, Alabama, Georgia and Mississippi. Honestly, TN pissed me off. They dont keep their rest stops open; theyre seasonal. WTF is that all about? Dumb fucks. Excuse me if I wanna pee at some point. Blah! I got sidetracked *again*. I stayed down in LA/TX for a week and than made my way back home.... alone. The drive took longer and I was ready to give up and call it a night and than I reached the KY/TN border and I got rejeuvenated. The boy called me and talked to me the rest of the way home I had and in the meantime he had gone shopping and when I got home at 2a he made me dinner and we snuggled on the couch watching movies. I didnt realize how much I had missed him even though I had talked to him every day of the week that I was down there. Only on Monday (this past week) did I realize how into him I am. I took him to the hospital so he could see his dad and we (me, his mom, his brother, Nathan, Anthony) were all visiting and he was watching TV, all his attention focused on what was on and he looked so damn sexy. RAWR to the fullest power and than some. Hehe. I just took every inch of him in. Concentrating, focusing on him, his jaw line, facial expressions, his stance, how he interacted with me there in the hospital room, how he interacted with his parents etc and I was like "Wow, Sarah... you are really in love with him" Even when he called me the other night on his lunch break the excitement in his voice because we were talking, how he told me he loved me, the emotion and sincerity in his voice..... he continually surprises me. I cant picture my life without him in it..... Anyway, I got way sidetracked and went off on what couldve been like, oh, 3-4 entries. Did I say how good it feels to be back and updating? I have something else to mention too (about an ex of mine) but I shall save that for another entry. *hugs to you all* |