wonderful times.... EDIT: Not so much to update on the election results but a key site with information about how many Americans are being misled by crappy ass re-puke-licans. Guess they know what everyone else does... no one in their right mind would vote for Dubya. Listening: Various kickass songs on the boys PC Its been afew hasnt it kiddies? I was without internet/cable srvc and in the days Ive been gone alot has happened... Im not even sure where to begin, I guess any random somewhere will do.
The boy and I have been getting along wonderfully. I do believe we had our breakthrough moment on 10/29-10/30. I say this because it was so fucking great. This part could get lengthy.
As I got more into what I was doing, focusing all my attention on him, watching his facial expressions, his legs relaxing and tightening up, him getting more into it I saw abit of a side of him I hadnt seen before... it was like he lost all inhibitions and just went with what he was feeling. As I was sucking him off (heh, just be grateful Im not being as graphic and descriptive as I could be *wink*) he grabbed my breasts with one hand, the other finding its way to my ass squeezing, caressing, fondling. It felt soooo good, it made me even more into what I was doing. It made me moan, he made me so wet but this wasnt about me at all. It was all about him and I wanted to make sure he knew that. ; ) After all of that we fell asleep holding one another. Alittle lates we woke up and changed positions cause it was abit uncomfy. Now, normally this is where we wouldve done our own thing and went back to sleep but instead we got comfortable with each other and snuggled the entire night. You couldnt have found space between us at all. We laid on our sides, my arm wrapped around him, my fingers swirling the hair on his stomach, holding his hand drifting back off to sleep. The couple times I did wake up he was always so close to me, his skin touching mine. I loved waking up with him right beside me, so close. : D
Since that night, weve been pretty inseperable. Exchanging kisses for absolutely no reason (we did that anyway but moreso now), at walmart we played around and actually acted like a couple (thats something new for us), we went grocery shopping and on Halloween night he spent the entire day preparing dinner for us. Its just been a really fantastic turn around for us but I think its what we both needed cause things have changed. You can just feel it. And Im so happy. Sunday night despite how tired I was there was really nothing sexier (to me anyway) than him sitting here in the bedroom, shirt off, playing his guitar. I just lay there on the bed watching him, his fingers, his facial expression. Our eyes locked on one another, a smile crept across his face.... it literally gave me chills. I think it was at that very moment that it dawned on me just how much I truly do love him. I mean Ive always known even back in our 'just friends' days but this was like a new confirmation and I needed that so much.....
Yesterday we did get into a argument that I caused due to me being stupid. Its not really worth mentioning but it did cause some tension and him asking me "why I was so pissy". I dont think Ive ever been so mad. But to make a long story short I overreacted. I also hadnt been feeling good the other day so I believe it contributed. Even though I was pissed at him at the time he came over to me telling me he loved me and offered to buy me something to make me feel better. Hes such a good guy and Im so shitty at times. : / His GED results? He passed! Im so happy for him. Im very proud of him too. Its been a long time coming but I knew he could do it. Boy is smart. Now, hes getting the necessary things done so he can get enrolled in College. I love seeing him so excited about his future...our future, really. I think we'll always be together cause we talk about longterm all the time. Were looking into a house as soon as this lease is up. Its all falling into place. Im so excited. : ) I think since he did pass his GED Im gonna look for a 'congrats' card for him tonight. I think he'd like that. I want him to know that Im supportive and that reaching this goal was important to many not just him. The boys birthday is coming up and I have NO IDEA what I should get him. Ideas, please?!?!
Jenn, hun Im *so* happy ya liked your goodies and that Justin is gonna have fun gobbling down sugary goodness... hehe hyperness ensues! : D Alrighty, Im off here to make plans with my mom to have my daughter around here for the holidays. Take care everyone! |