insightful *Huge Sigh*....
My pc is such a pain in the ass. I dunno whats wrong with it now besides having already replaced the HD which was a must. But now, it wont boot up at all, even when I change BIOS settings and switch jumpers, etc. I guess those of you who dont mess with PC hardware much will not understand but to put it in the simplest of terms--- IT FUCKING SUCKS!! The boy moved his PC back in our room since he assumed mine would be up and running as of lastnight so I dont really feel like telling him, "oh can you move it back so I can jump on the net?" Im sure he would ya know but I dont wanna hassle him with it. So, if you dont see me around for a long while, Im sorry. I can always update and whatnot from the library.... or something. Seeing how addicted to the net I am I dont suppose I'll be gone too long. We'll see though.
So, lastnight around midnight I decided I wanted to goto sleep and Anth was playing his game (now in our room, rememeber?) and I was thinking hes gonna get pissy with me... but he didnt. I told him I was tired and ready to goto bed and he shut it down saying he was done for the night anyway. : ) Than, I dunno maybe 30 mins lates we both woke up feeling 'sticky'. I tried going back to sleep with the help of a sleeping pill and he ventured downstairs to take a shower and make a new creation with his facial hair. Than just as Im almost asleep he comes upstairs wrapped in a towel (lookin pretty damn hot I might add) asking me if I liked his creation and I gotta admit he looked HOT... Tomorrow (Tues) is my midterm in Psych class. Gah, I hope I dont bomb. Its a debate were doing on stem cell research... my part will be rebuttles, you know why stem cell research is beneficial to society. We didnt get to pick sides (pros/cons) the teacher decided for us. And than midterms on Wednesday in English and.... wow, I really should be studying instead of typing my daily life history out, eh? I will in abit, really, I swear. Stop bugging me already. : D
And... tonight I realized after talking to Robifiers (hes such an insightful bastard) that Anth does love me *alot* in many different ways and that maybe hes got a weird way of showing it. Cause you know how I bitch about the games and like how I bitch I get no attention... but he does show me in different ways all the time, like... Those are just right off the top of my head but it is true. He has cut back on the games, we do things on the weekend together... theres just acouple things Id like to change but I think it would be better for the both of us and hey were both still learning so all in all I dont think were doing too bad... Mmmkay guys, sorry for the long rant but I wanted to get this out. Love you all. ♥ |