surveys and death... what a theme!
@ 9:37 pm on 22 October 2004
Listening: Primer 55- Texas
I *so* love this song. And its really, really fun to listen to so loud that people EVERYWHERE around you can also hear it. : D
So, today I woke up and saw the boy snuggled closely to me. Aww, so cute! He looked so peaceful and relaxed.. like all was right in his world. Hes been anxiously awaiting his results re: his GED. Hes so excited about starting college and becoming a microbiologist. Im excited watching him be all excited, heh.
He knows I religiously check the mail (cause Im a 'is there any cool kickass shit in the box for me?' addict) so he asked me if his results had arrived. Nope. But I shall surely keep ya updated hun.
He came home from work and was giving me these little half-assed kisses, pecks. Cause he didnt feel good and didnt want me to get whatever hes coming down with. I had so much fun teasing him lastnight. You know, just being stupid and flirty.
He asks me if I wanna see his project hes been working on for his unreal tournament game (basically building a level for his player himself) and before I could say yes, no... maybe so he was sitting on my lap and pulling up the deal to show me. Gah! So, I was telling him how he weighed too much and was breaking my leg (not really, of course). I also happened to be talking to my gurlie on the phone at the time and of course, we were being stupid together. Thats like a requirement in our phone convos, lol....
I was explaining to her about how he snagged his PC from me so he could do what he wanted and how he was being sneaky, she mentions these 'rules' that Im totally unaware of... like, if he kisses you and tells you he loves you and you accept it that it somehow gives him the 'ok' to do what he wanted. WHA?! Hmm, I must read up on these rules.. someone teach me!!!
So, hes listening and closes down the program and I start laughing and tell him he didnt have to do all of that. Than he sits on the bed and starts playing his guitar glancing over at me every couple seconds with this glare/sly smile. I was like STOP STARING AT ME! But he kept on anyway so I turned and faced the wall. Heh.
Than, I glance over at him in a peeking kind of way to see if hes still staring at me and he is, it makes me laugh. Than I start requesting him to play songs for me and he obliges.... yay for kickass bfs who know how to play *alot* of riffs I enjoy.
I teased/picked on him some more and than let him do his thing online cause of those damned rules I know nothing about but I did get another kiss and an I love you... so I suppose it was worth it.....
Heh, some of you have been asking me about the whole baby name thing and honestly I have no idea if hes thinking about us starting a family but I really dont see that happening anytime soon cause Id like to finish school and Im sure he'd like to begin his schooling. Id *love, love, love* to have more kids but who knows... of course we have spoke about the possible 'what-ifs' considering we never use protection so
I dunno. We'll leave it up to good 'ol mama nature.
I got off my lazy ass (finally!) today and called every single mortuary in the Lexington area and man did I spend some time yapping to people. Ended up with some good results too.
Seems that everyone else in the mort biz knows how excellent and well-respected school CCMS is, so when I mentioned I was a student they immediately took my name & number down and I should be getting some calls back. Acouple other guys mentioned jobs I could do right now except the fact that its all morning hours and thats when Ive got class :/ Damn!
And the one place is going to give me my clinicals!!! I can start that anytime, even as soon as tomorrow. SCORE!
He told me to come in on the weekends and if I want I can come in on the way home from class and he'll give me ALL the clinical experience I can handle AND I'll be able to assist and do some embalming myself when Ive got the hang of it. This place isnt a mortuary, they strictly work on embalmings only. He said they average approx. 1500 embalming a year. 1500. Holy shit!
So, yeah... Im thinking I may go up there and check it out. My 1st sit in, if I do I shall letcha know how it goes. : )
My kickass phone came today! So, Im super excited and it is as awesome as I thought it would be. Yay!!
And to end tonight, we have a survey thingy snagged from Ms. Jenn. Thank you. *smooch, smooch*
LAYER ONE:
Name: Sarah
Birth date: 6 MAR 78
Birthplace: NE
Current Location: KY
Eye Color: Blue
Hair Color: Jet Black (all natural, baby!)
Height: 5'8
Righty or Lefty: Righty
Zodiac Sign: Pisces
LAYER TWO:
Your heritage: Irish, Scottish, Welsh, French, Indian, Mexican, English
The shoes you wore today: Chromium IIs, Adidas
Your weakness: shy, sometimes timid
Your fears: spiders (small house ones *shivers*)
Your perfect pizza: hamburger w/black olives!
Goal you'd like to achieve: Graduate CCMS with Honors, own my own funeral home and get married.
LAYER THREE:
Your most overused phrase on AIM: Eh
Your first waking thoughts: 'Fuck! Its soooo early. I dont wanna get up!'
Your best physical feature: Personality. Physical in its own right
Your most missed memory: Spending time with my grandma. She was my world.
LAYER FOUR:
Pepsi or Coke: Pepsi
McDonald's or Burger King: BK
Group/Single Dates: Never have really done the 'date' thing
Adidas or Nike: Adidas
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: Doesnt matter
Chocolate or Vanilla: Chocolate
Cappuccino or coffee: Cappys, please!
LAYER FIVE:
Smoke: Once upon a time, yeah...
Cuss: Absolutely
Sing: Hmm, on occassion
Take a shower everyday: A MUST!
Do you think you've been in love: Yes
Want to go to college : Current student @ Cincinnati College of Mortuary Science
Liked high school: No, I dropped out
Want to get married: Aww, of course!
Believe in yourself: Every now and than, yes
Get motion sickness: Nope
Think you're attractive: Sometimes..
Think you're a health freak: Heh, nope
Get along with your parent(s): Not very often but Im trying
Like thunderstorms: Most definetly!
Play an instrument: Currently? Nope. Back in the day flute and violin.
LAYER SIX: In the past month...
Drank alcohol: Yup. Im an alkie. Even moreso when Im a mort. Studies prove that fact.
Smoked: Nope
Done a drug: Never
Made Out: Uh, I dunno. Id have to check my diary for that. :/
Gone on a date: Nope
Gone to the mall?: Nope
Eaten an entire box of Oreos?: Nope
Eaten sushi: If I want raw fish I'll eat a pussy...lol
Been on stage: Nope
Been dumped: Nope
Gone skating: Nope
Made homemade cookies: Nope
Dyed your hair: Nope
Stolen Anything: Nope
LAYER SEVEN: Ever...
Played a game that required removal of clothing: Yes ;)
If so, was it mixed company: Yup
Been trashed or extremely intoxicated:
Oh yeeeaaahhh
Been caught "doing something": lol, yes
Been called a tease: Funny you mention that, all the damn time!
Gotten beaten up: As if! No!
Shoplifted: Yes
Changed who you were to fit in: Never! Thats lame.
LAYER EIGHT:
Age you hope to be married: Hopefully, while Im still in my 20s, tis not looking too good though...
Numbers and Names of Children: A total of 4 including my daughter. Names anything unique and original.
Describe your Dream Wedding: Not a clue but I do have the dress picked out (for about 4 yrs now)
How do you want to die: Dunno, I'll leave that up to GOD
Where you want to go to college : Attending now. CCMS. Thank you.
What do you want to be when you grow up: a Toys R Us kid and mortician.
What country would you most like to visit: Africa. Egypt to be precise.
LAYER NINE:
Number of drugs taken illegally: None, never had the desire to try 'em
Number of people I could trust with my life: Wow. I dunno, acouple prolly
Number of CDs that I own: Too damn many.
Number of piercings: 12
Number of tattoos: 0
Number of times my name has appeared in the newspaper?: Prolly none.
Number of scars on my body: Alot.
Number of things in my past that I regret: Nothing. It all happened for a reason and I wouldnt change a thing despite how shitty some things have been...
Cya!!
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