a voice inside my head Listening: Candee Jay- If I Were You
Dunno where to even begin all I do know is that Im depressed. I get like this every now and again.. I guess I should be thankful my boughs of depression arent what they used to be... meaning I have no more thoughts of suicide or a total loss of hope.
In the continuing saga of my pain-in-the-ass aunt she now needs a new refridgerator so of course she calls me to ask if I think she'll get approved, sheesh! How am I supposed to know that? Now all of sudden Im a credit agency and bank using a scoring system? It never ends..... So, I guess tomorrow shes gonna go check it out either at NFM or RK. I think (as much as I hate to say this) Im going to tag along with her (pray I keep what little sanity I have) and see if I can convince her to get me a camcorder. I have no idea why I must.have.one but if I can Im gonna get one... and I want a cool digital one. I got a msg from Brad (ex-bf) and he told me that he had been coughing up blood... doesnt sound good at all. Said he would try to give me a call or catch me online tomorrow, so maybe I'll try to be around and see whats up. Despite how I tend to be towards him I care.... besides hes an awesome guy who gives new meaning to the word freaky sex. God Bless him, heh. Mmmm, mmm, mmm... good memories indeed. He still carries in his wallet this lil steamy story I wrote.... that letter is barely in one piece.... Dutchies mentioned him and his gurl, Jolanda might be splitting. :/ That sucks. I figured they would always be together.....
And, since I always save the best for last...one word, Eric. |