just another number...
@ 4:12 pm on 07 March 04
Listening: Hypertrophy- Listen
Im so hooked on this song, give it a listen. :D
Ahh, the birthday. I'll recap as much as I can recall. I didnt do much but it was just a super special day for me for so many reasons.
Around 8a my boy called me (of course I was half asleep/awake and thought I heard the phone ring but really wasnt sure so I didnt answer it). You know I was damn tired when I didnt even hear the phone ring when he immediately called back. Heh. Anyway, his first message was him telling me about his dad--- and hes *alot* better. He came home today. Earlier than expected so thats awesome! Keep up w/those prayers.
And the next message Anthony was singing me Happy Birthday and laughing at the same time....that made me laugh so hard but it was cute. So, when I woke up around 1p I got calls from my mom, dad, brothers...walked out of the bedroom and Rog, Sum and my aunt all gave me birthday wishes too. Gramps was there but I dont really think he knew why. He doesnt seem to remember any of that.
Got online for abit (mainly to check IMs, emails, and see if my baby was around online-- he wasnt :( But he left me an IM saying he wrote me an email ). Aww and Stace sent me such a cute e-card! Im figuring out a way to print it out. Its that cute. Thank you so much, Stace. Very sweet of you. :)
And I read my boys email... twas cute. First he had to harass me about being older than him (sheesh, only by 8 months lol). But the things he said were so sweet. Really I have no idea how I ended up so lucky cause 9 times out of 10 I have shitty relationships. Guys Ive been with in the past dont even come anywhere close to Anthony. *swoons* ;)
He also mentioned that Im *finally* getting my Christmas present from him. I was supposed to have it back in the early part of January but there really isnt much you can do when several unexpected things come up. Those were priority for him and so I had no problem waiting it out. I know he put alot of thought and time into what was custom made for me per his design. And I love the fact that it has special meaning that only we know. Thats all I know about this gift he had made for me. I know its jewelry of some sort and cost acouple paychecks of his. Damn. I seriously hope it wasnt alot of money. Ive never had a guy do anything like that for me. Than again, Anthony isnt just "a guy".
Heh, god I got way off there. Ahh well, who cares. I cancelled Summer's guitar lesson and we went out to my parents house were I was greeted by hugs from my folks (another rare but nice moment). They took me out for dinner. I suck at making decisions like where to go so it only took me about 1 1/2 hrs. Decided on Fernandos. Mmmm, mmmm, mmmmm! Such excellent mexican food. And they always give you those tootsie pop suckers for free. Yumm. God, the last time I was there was in 2000 and it was when I was with Anthony (ex from Cali). I dont mention him much cause hes so different from the person he once was, its sad really. Drugs suck.
Spent alot of time at the parents house actually. We fed my moms 5ft iguana, Aflinger. Shes sick though :( Her liver is enlarged and shes losing weight. Hopefully the meds the vet gave will do their magik.
The folks gave me a nice big thick Nascar Season Preview magazine. And my brothers, Silvino and Seth got me a Dale Jr touch lamp. Its got a black chrome finish, very very cool.
Before I left the neighborhood of my parents my cell rang and it was Brad (another ex of mine) calling to wish me a Happy Birthday. We talked til I got home and I was gonna call him back but than saw that my baby had called. He takes priority so I called him. We talked for awhile but he was somewhat sidetracked cause he had bought cd labeling software and was playing with that. Twas still a good convo and Im still so excited that hes coming up here soon. Not soon enough.
The only sucky thing with him coming up here is Im getting nervous. Ive been thinking back to how things were with Anthony (ex from Cali). How it all began leading up to us splitting. I cant help but wonder how things will turn out between me and Anthony (current). Tis just alil scary when you make big plans for you both concerning the future and than for some reason it all come crashing down. The ex and I never made plans like this though, nowhere close. I dont think I have anything to worry about. Jitters I guess. -k- Im done worrying. If its meant to be it will and if not than there is nothing I can do...
My leg for some reason was swollen when I woke up. I dont know why or what happened to make it happen but the swollen part was red and hot to the touch. I took my shower, shaved, lotioned me up and got dressed than I decided to prop my leg up above my head for acouple hours. The swelling went down but sitting here writing this it feels like the swelling is returning. Hmm.
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