Grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr!
@ 2:36 am on 31 December 03
I woke up yesterday (30 Dec) to the sound of my two dogs fighting. Turns out Princess had attacked my grandpa on the leg.
My grandpa is 88 (I think?) and his skin is paper thin he cant deal really with these kinds of wounds. She got her canine in him pretty good. Bloody goodness on her part. This hasnt been the first time but this was prolly the most severe.
It was a long time coming and I knew I would have to put her down. I do pitbull rescue and were always taught/told that any pit that is agressive towards humans must immediately be put to sleep so that they dont cause troubles and continue the bad name these poor dogs are stuck with. Well I ignored it afew times because she was only that way towards him but today she gave me no choice.
I suppose it was better that I did that anyways since she also seemed to have a hatred for black people.
She was only a foster of mine, Rog and I had rescued her from an abusive home. Lord knows I sunk in several hundred into saving her and caring. I gave her a good home for the past couple years. She was a sweetheart.
I couldnt bear to see her put to sleep though. You think its humane and Im sure it is but it sure doesnt feel that way when you see the vet insert the needle filled with death under their skin and push until the last drop has made its way inside.... and than the body that was tense just relaxes and falls limp. And the heart stops. Its very sad and hard to deal with.
Like I said Rog went in with her. I believe that was his first time he had to deal with a loss of life in such a way. It sucks.
The house seems so quiet and Junior just keeps looking around for his friend. Its sad to see. His eyes say so much and I know he knows what happened. :(
The 30th also marked my Grandma Ruth's birthday if she were still here with us. I miss her. I didnt even wish her
a Happy Birthday. Im sorry, Grandma.
I love you.
My parents are trying to convince me what a great idea it would be to go spend New Years Eve with them and do our own bit of celebrating....
BUT.... I dont really want too. I guess its more because they know Im leaving soon and there wont be these kinds of 'call you up and come over' moments anymore. Hmmm.
I hope yall have some plans and interesting ones at that. Myself? Ive got none except my folks offer. I guess being a secluded hermit with a child and no social life gets ya that. lol
Ahh well. I actually dont care. If I was in TX I wouldve LOVED to have partied with Jason and some of the others from the TX12 Chatroom. That wouldve been some fun times.
And this cool as hell orgy where it was limited to 30 couples and so many single woman all dressed up. It sort of reminded me of an Eyes Wide Shut moment. Mmmmm, dayum!
Rog and that twit, Misty had broke up and got back together *insert disgusted face here* and now it looks like they are splitting again and for good.
He has been lied to so much. The truth came from Danny, Becky and Matt. And DAMN is it some crazy shit!
I have more than offered my services to him to help find him a decent chic. Maybe I can begin the search now and for good. He doesnt deserve trash like that.
Found out tonight too from a dude named Chris that she has been trying to use my Yahoo screen name as her own. This would explain all the msgs from fuckheads I dont even know that kept asking for her. I confronted her on that lastnight and guess what? Yeah. She convienantly didnt know anything about it. Uh huh. Well bitch your going to convienantly know my fucking fist should I run into you. UGH! I hate people like her. How fucking dumb can one get???
Well, its alomost 3a and the boy and his cousin are watching movies so Im gonna get some sleep. Im yawning anyways.
Hope yall have a decent New Years, whatever it is you may be doing!
See ya in '04.
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