mmm, sexy noodles
@ 5:39 pm on 10 November 03
Ta~da! As you can see since I was up the entire night I decided to make acouple new layouts. I love the image and in some weird way it reminds me of me, I am pretty.
The coloring, so light, Im not used to it! But I welcome the change. Different is always good, right?
This weekend was so0o0o nice because I got to talk to my sexy boy. Damn job that dare deprieve us of our weekend ritual.
He made me so, so, SO incredibly horny! I was going insane. I wouldve loved to have been able to get myself off but alas Sum was around, well not around but she kept coming into the room asking me questions. Grrrr. <--- That is sexual frusteration kiddies, not agression towards my lil gurl. Heh.
I was telling Anthony that I felt like a drug addict going through withdrawls. I say that because I was so horny and so wet...... I just needed to be fucked. Nothing pretty. Just needed to get off. And since it had been afew days and I couldnt do anything, I was literally shaking. Isnt that sad?? Well, it is. Dammit.
I did finally get to totally enjoy myself... OH MY!!! lol
But man oh man we talked for hours... Friday into Saturday afternoon and of course Saturday night into Sunday morning. Addicted, I am.
And because the other night I was in a bad mood he called into work and went alittle later so we could talk. Mmmm, I absolutely love that he feels Im so worth it. Cause alot of times I dont think I am. Dont get me wrong I would never hesitate in doing that for him if the roles were reversed but when it comes to me I never feel worthy enough. But I guess its like he said, its a 50/50 thing. Im so willing to give him more than that though. I always give him my undivided attention and always will. :)
So, when he got home from doing some things this morning (and since I was online since I hadnt been to bed from previous night) I caught him online. Ahhh, lucky gurlie I am.
Im going to be so, so happy when Im there. I cant stress that enough. I mean yes, some things here I will miss just because this has always been home but Im ready for more. Something beautiful and so special, him and his love. :)
And when things between us get settled with the move, etc than sometime I will bring Sum up so we can all hang out like a.... family. :)
Wow, that sounds nice to say. I have no idea when I will permanently bring Sum to KY with me but I have a feeling it wont be too terribly long.
Even if school starts in Sept. Im not waiting any longer to be with him. Feb/Mar. is it. It is my move time. My one on one Anthony time, heh. Ahh, Im so excited!!! *jumps up and down like lil kid*
Woooo.... anyways I should probably write about something else now. Aww, do I have too?? Heh. Mmmkay, so my gurlie got to see her real dad this past weekend. She was so happy and alive! It was great to see her finally getting what she wanted for so long. They of course took pics and wow, she just beams. :) Good pics too. Heh, according to Monica, her dad, Milton wanted a place in hell with us. He couldnt have the throne because we have it but we offered him a comfy spot on the right or left of us.
He didnt think we were so evil until gurlie mentioned what we have done. Mmm, hmmm. lol
My parents are heading down to Louisiana in another week I do believe. I have been given the task of keeping an eye on the iguana. Im not sure if that means staying over there for acouple weeks or what..... if so, it could be fun. You know I havent had their house to myself since back in my HS days when I got into ALOT of trouble and sheriffs were involved. Heh. A story for another time, kiddies.
But yeah, 2 wks in their house. Maybe. I havent decided yet despite what it sounds. My mom called me 3xs to go over the rules (as if I could possibly ever forget....). As long as Ive got a PC, phone and music Im so good to go..... o0o0o plus I can sleep in their bed. Mmmmmm. I havent masturbated there, yet. LOL
Oh, I also spent the weekend with my lil godson, Devin. He got his first official haircut and DAYUM if he had been alil older, I wouldve.... well nevermind. Heh. No, seriously he was a doll and he knew it. You would mess his hair up and he would say in his cute lil voice, "No, my hair!" "Its not sexy messed up". Or he would grab a brush and look in the mirror. Heh.
He then decided I was the rabbit and hid me under his massive pile of pillows. Than he decided he would be a football player and came charging at me with his pillow. We tumbled off the bed and fell backwards onto the floor. He springs up and immediately tosses my legs onto the floor too (they had been the only part of me left on the bed). Than he kept jumping on top of me with his pillows and Summer started in too. Aye. It was fun. Kids are so awesome. Spending that time with Devin though made me realize how much Id love to have alittle boy of my own. And I caught myself thinking all these "what if" questions that included Anthony.
Like, picturing how he would be in that current situation, that moment. How he would be with our kids. And more than anything it made me realize how much I want Anthony in my life, forever. How much Id love to one day be able to give him the family hes always dreamt and him giving me my lil boy. Aww.
I think about it alot. Maybe too much, ya think?
"A journey of a thousand miles starts with one step" -Chinese Proverb
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