lengthy post from hell... HELL I SAY! H A P P Y H A L L O W E E N !!!!!Listening: Playlist I Made, be jealous cause the songs would kick your, yes, YOUR ass. First off, an apology to my baby cause the phone service cut out for whatever reasons..... its happened acouple times now and Im not impressed, so on to look for a competent phone company. Bastards. I didnt even get to tell him I loved him. So, Im sorry hun and I love you. *kiss*
Tonight was Sum's parent-teacher conference. Ive known about it since the beginning of Oct., but oh my god how I wouldve loved to have skipped out on it. I know its to let you know how your child is doing and so I should go and see the progress being made but dammit do I hate it.
Seriously, so our "talk" consisted of me telling her how it was going to be and that I better start seeing some results. Im doing my part at home by working with her, i.e., correcting her when she says something wrong, working with her on the homework the speech teacher sends home, etc BUT theres only so much I can do. I dont have the degree and years of training, this would be Mrs. Gries cue I do believe. Besides, what good will all my correcting do if the teacher isnt pulling her own?? Mmmhmm. So, now that the speech is taken care of (I hope). It was off to see her classroom teacher, Ms. Peterson. I mean I made sure when she was a baby that I worked on everything I could with her... as much learning things as possible, reading to her, showing her picture books... anything to spark curiousity, imagination, a willingness to learn and reach her full potential. She's going to go places in this life she has the determination, willpower and competitive edge to make whatever she wants happen for her. I admire that about her. Shes inspirational. :)
I wont get to do my weekend thing with the boy and that SUCKS ASS. Eh, Im so not happy about that but what can I do? Protest? Wouldnt do me any good... so I shall just.... I dont even know what I'll do this weekend, doesnt matter all that much to me at the moment. :(
Jacky aka my "adopted" brother (great internet friend that I consider more like family, hence adopted statement) was asking me all sorts of questions about sex, how he will know he is pleasuring a gurl, what to do to make sure shes satisfied, etc. I did my best to help answer his questions but lets face it, tis been quite sometime since Ms. Sarah had some action and I dont know if I still have the "magik touch" with the fellas. Oh, I hope I havent forgot anything, any skills... any anything really. *cries*
How did this come about you wonder? Wonder no more. I shall tell all. Basically, I hopped out the shower nekkid and scurried into my room, sitting there on the towel and talking to her cause she had called and I thought, mmmkay I shall air-dry myself and well, what better way to dry my stash than to spread eagle? And as an added bonus its a cool name. I like it. Oooh and before I forget I got my "obligated to talk to you for abit since we werebestfriends and lovers" chat from my ex, Anth. Mmmkay, so maybe that was abit harsh but we dont really talk cept around our birthdays or holidays, we keep it brief and go on for another several months of silence. In all honesty, it sucks. Id still like to be a friend but eh, we screwed that one up. I found out he also keeps a diary. Well, hes a guy, so its a *ahem* journal. It was nice to read, nice to catch a glimpse into his life once again. We've sure changed. I would say he did the changing and Im still the same. That doesnt bother me because I dont like how hes changed. He isnt the Anth I knew and loved at one point in my life. I was disappointed in ways but thats life and it changes... it is what you make of it. I wish him the best. And good luck to his parents who are reconciling. Its weird because when they were getting a divorce I was the one he came to and I helped him deal with it and 4 yrs later I find out theyre getting back together via a journal. Ahh well. And to my cuz, thank you for what you wrote in your diary. Twas beautiful. What you had said doesnt put you on my "asshole" list as you called it. Nice choice of words by the way, heh. I know we both say hurtful things at times cause you and I know each other so well, we just go in for the kill emotionally cause we know its gonna get a reaction. I love ya gurlie and no matter what I'll always be there for you. Blood in, blood out. *Mwah* And to end this lengthy post that has Im sure caused carpel tunnel in my right hand (I'll let you all know the date of surgery) a plea. *clears throat*
NATE, WHERE ARE YOU?!?! ANSWER THE PHONE SO I CAN STOP BEING IRRITATED. ANSWER SO MY CUZ CAN HAVE HER GUY!!Thanks, yall can go back to whatever it was you were doing. Heh. Lates kiddies. |