ramblings late @ night or early in the am.
@ 1:36 am on 20 October 03
Listening: Songs from the boy & the band. And no Im not sucking up lol. Tis good stuff. ;)
So, while Ive made mention of my boy up above I might as well talk about him. Heh.
We talked for a long time.... It was 9a, I think when I went to sleep and woke around 2p today. Not too shabby. I love talking to him. It never gets old, never tire of hearing his thoughts.
I think we were both in weird moods but that was -k-. It wasnt awkward or anything like that just different. Reflective in ways. I cant explain it.
I know he worries that I'll get bored with him or not like it there in KY. But thats so far from the truth. I mean yes I do get easily bored and always like to be doing something exciting BUT I really enjoy his company and any thought he is thinking even if it is waaaaaaaaaaay out there lol it still intriques me. He intriques me and fascinates me in so many ways, so how could I possibly be bored? Wont happen. I promise that.
And the whole KY thing. Mmm, well Ive never been there but Ive looked up so much online and I think I'll like it just fine. It cant be as bad as Nebraska. Im sure I will miss it here cause this has always been home. I know it will take some time adjusting to all the differences. Hell, if I have to live in a small city (err, town? lol) it wouldnt thrill me cause Im used to big city life (well, big like almost 400,000 ppl) but I would give it my best and thats all I can really do and ask of myself.
If it did come down to that it prolly isnt as bad as Im thinking.
Regardles, Im prepared to make my new home anywhere as long as I have Anthony by my side. So, KY watch out! ;)
I know you werent in the best of moods when you left for work tonight about missing Kelsy's party and I partially feel responsible for keeping you up for so long..... cause if I didnt chances are you wouldnt have missed it. I hope your bro isnt pissed off at you though and realizes it wasnt really anyones fault..
Kelsy is gonna be super excited about whatever you get her. I know it bothered you but she isnt going to be mad at her fave Uncle in the whole wide world...
So, cheer up baby cause I know she loves you and I love you too. Heh, me and Kelsy are gonna be fighting over you. She'll win cause shes the cute lil gurl. Dayum. No fair! *pouts* lol
My cuz asked me if I would write a poem for her and Drew for their wedding. And read it too. I said I would. Its quite the honor. I just hope what I write captures how they feel and is worthy enough.....
Eh, I'll write more in awhile. Im tired, cant think and want to sleep. With all that being said, g'nite.
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