sucha sad baby gurl... How's everyone's Saturday going?? I woke up about 2hrs ago lol so it's pretty safe to say the day is nearly over for me. Than again I'm a night person so it all evens out.
Anthony and I talked on the phone for I dont even know how long lastnight. He called me alil after midnight and we talked until almost 10am. Long time but thats not the longest. :) Heh, he told me if we got married I'd be popping out babies. Hmm, a cap of 2-3 would be a must. I wouldnt mind having 4 kids in all. He loves kids, I love kids.... Mmmm. I just imagine so much for us. For our future.
I will admit one thing that scares me is making all these future-ish plans and for whatver reason they all come crashing down on us. I dont want that. I mentioned it to my cuz and she said everyone fears the unknown. Well, it isnt the unknown that scares me and excites me all at once. It's the fact that I could be finally getting everything I've ever hoped to have in life... a good man who genuinelly cares about me & would do anything for my happiness and love, a man who wants & loves kids and wants a family. And of course who has some of the same values as me when it comes to marriage & divorce.
Oh, on another note his dad his doing better. Im so very glad to hear that. Hmm, I wonder what meeting his parents will be like?? I hope I dont disappoint. You know how parents have certain expectations of who/how that one that captures their heart is/should be. Yeah, I'm only slightly nervous when I think about it. :D
I was gonna go see a sneak preview of Radio tonight, ya know the movie based on a true story that has Cuba Gooding Jr and Ed Harris.... it looks GOOD! But it came down to do I want to see it or do I want to see my Huskers kick some ass (hopefully lol). I opted for the football game cause we'll I love it! :) Gurlie you are my world. You know that. When I said what I did in my past entry (from acpl days back) it wasnt meant to bring it up but only to make a comparison to how I felt. Hope that makes better sense? I love you. |