feelin' like death
@ 2:55 am on 26 June 03
I've been playing chess against my 9yo cousin and have got my ass handed to me twice. Sheesh, chess player I am not.
I baked some cookies to kill some time. Chocolate chip and NO Im not gonna share... well, maybe I can be bribed ;)
My sexy lingerie is so, so wonderful... I love it! Too bad the boy isnt around to see it how it was meant to be seen, any takers?? *bats eyes*
I did my damndest to steer my friend in the opposite direction from that lunatic of a woman hes goin nuts over. What a fucked up individual... maybe Im fucked up for making it my business- but in my defense I didnt ask to be. He threw me in the middle and so here I am free to cause as much chaos as I see fit. *evil mischevious grin*.
What else has been going on? Oh, I know. I attempted to write a letter to Brad but Im super picky about my writing and how my cursive looks on paper. This causes me lots of problems when Im writing a heartfelt letter because I start to focus more on how my letter looks than the words and the meaning behind it. Needless to say, I had a pile of crumbled papers on my floor... did I mention Im fucked in the head? Yeah.
And I decided it was time to get my unmotivated ass looking back into college. I believe I wrote something about this before in here and Im still looking into that aspect (Criminal Justice) as well. Im just not 100% sure if what I want to do (Forensic Pathologist) needs a criminal justice background or....
Yeah, so something to research. And of course there lies my #1 love to be a mortician.
Ive looked into this prolly more than anything else because its REALLY something I want to do. Unfortunetly, in good 'ol Nebraska there are no mortuary science colleges. Sure I could go to UNL in Lincoln take the classes I need and still have to transfer to a mortuary science college and finish up OR I could go out of state and complete it in 2yrs time.
I think if I do decide to do this than my options are St. Louis, MO or Dallas, TX. Either way theyre both far away which sucks. I couldnt take my daughter with me so I would prefer to be wherever is closest. Maybe I could convince Brad to move to TX with me for acouple years??
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