- tonight, i listened to one of my fave songs by Ian Van Dahl and it made me miss him so much. not that i dont miss him every single minute of my life cause i do. i didnt think i would ever feel like this again, but he makes me feel things i sometimes wish i couldnt, cause he isnt around for me to love him. i feel so lonely, hurt and even betrayed... some days its worse than others and i try to psych myself out so i dont hurt as much but i feel so lost w/out him. i can only hope he comes back and soon... u gotta know i love you baby. |